Self Esteem

I wrote her off for the tenth time today Practiced all the things I would say

She came over, I lost my nerve I took her back and made her deserve

I know, I'm being used, that's okay man cause I like the abuse.

I know, it's playing with me, that's okay cause I got no self esteem.

Go away, oh, yeah, oh, yeah, oh.

We make plans, go out at night

I wait till two, then I turn out the light

This rejection's got me so low

She keeps it up, I just might tell her so

Oh, yeah, oh, yeah, oh, yeah, oh

Wait, you're saying all that you want's only means

That I wonder why she sleeps with my friends

Wait, you're saying all that I'm like a disease

That I wonder how much more I could spend

Well, I guess I should seek out for myself

But I really think it's better this way

The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care

Right, yeah

No, I'll relate this little bit

It happens more than I'd like to admit

Late at night, she knocks on my door

She's drunk again and looking to score

I know I should say no, but it's kind of hard when she's ready to go.

I may be dumb, I'm not a dweeb, I'm just a sucker with no self-esteem.

Oh yeah, yeah, oh yeah, yeah, yeah.

Wait, you're saying all that you want's only me,

that I wonder why she sleeps with my friends.

Wait, you're saying all that I'm like the disease,

that I wonder how much more I can spare.

Well, I guess I should stick up for myself,

but I really think it's better this way.

The more you suffer, the more it shows you really care, right?

Yeah.