Living for you

When I pretend everything is what I want it to be

I look exactly like what you ain't always wanted to see

When I pretend forget about the criminal I am

Stealing second after second just 'cause I know I can

But pretend this is the way it'll stay

I'm just trying to be a veteran

Pretend I'm who you want me to be

So I'm flying my way from

I remember what they taught to me, remember condescending talk of who I ought to be, remember

Listenin' to all of that and this again

So I pretended I'm a person, a shittin' man

Now you think this person really is me

And I'm trying to bend the trend

The more I push, the more I'm pullin' away

'Cause I'm lying my way in front of you

Don't turn back now

We put your sides, don't let me down

Don't turn back now

Now we take it for granted that we're free

All of us, we're with you

Even when we're on our own

'Cause I can't see

All of us, we're together

Everybody's part of you

Everybody's part of you

Yes, you are

'Cause it's what I want to be

And it's what I say when I want to be like me

'Cause it's what I want to be

And it's what I say when I want to be

Like, this isn't what I wanted to be

I never wanted what I said would have you running from me

Like, this isn't what I wanted to be

I never thought what I said would have you running from me

Like, yeah, what's gonna happen now?

It was a fight for every job

Everything that I had, I'd rather die

All alone, so I can be there on my own

'Cause I can't stand the way you're trying to get me out

Every word is moving out

The three words are running out

It's too late