Lying From You

When I pretend, everything is what I want it to be

I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see

When I pretend, forget about the criminal I am

Stealing second after second just 'cause I know I can

But I can't pretend this is the way it'll stay

I'm just trying to bend the truth

I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be

So I'm flying my way from you

I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go

Let me take back my life, I'd rather be all alone

Anywhere on my own, 'cause I can't stay

The very worst part of you is me

I remember what they taught of me

Remember condescending talk of who I oughta be

Remember listening to all of that and this again

So I pretended up a person who was fitting in

And now you think this person really is me and I'm

Trying to bend the truth

But the more I push, the more I'm pulling away 'cause I'm

Lying my way from you

No, don't turn me back now

I wanna be pushed aside, so let me go

No, don't turn me back now

Let me take back my life, I'd rather pay, all alone

What's running back now?

Anything I can say

No, what's running back now?

The very worst part of you

The very worst part of you

Yes, now

This isn't what I wanted to be

I never thought that what I said would have you running from me

Like this, this isn't what I wanted to be

I never thought that what I said would have you running from me

Like this, this isn't what I wanted to be

I never thought that what I said would have you wanting from me

Like this, this isn't what I wanted to be

I never thought that what I said would have you wanting from me

Like this

No turning back now

I wanna be pushed aside so let me go

No, no turning back now

Let me take back my love

No turning back now

Anything's I can say

No, no turning back now

The very worst part of you, the very worst part of you, it's me